Your Message ©

 

 

I heard your message; it was very soft and low.  I could not hear it through my pain and tears.  Nothing could comfort me – nothing at all.  The days all blended together.  I was going about doing everyday things, but I don’t remember them at all.  Time passed.

 

I heard your message; it was soft and low.  I could hear it very faintly, far away and distant.  I wasn’t ready yet to really listen.  A deep sadness still nestled in my heart.  Time passed.

 

I heard your message, but it was still soft and low.  It was so persistent!  I strained to hear, I wanted to know what you were saying.  I felt like the fog was slowly lifting.  Time passed.  

 

I heard your message, now it was getting a little louder.  It was a little stronger and more insistent.  I was curious about what you were trying to tell me.  I spent time searching for answers and hoping to understand.  Time passed.

 

I heard your message, but now it was getting even louder.  It was harder and harder to ignore.  I had given up trying to find answers and to understand.  I realized my life had changed so drastically that the old me was gone forever.  The new me was a clean slate.  I could be bitter and angry and cut myself off from the people who loved me, or I could try to comprehend your message and do my best to carry out your mission.  Time passed.

 

I heard your message, now it was very, very loud and very, very clear.  I could no longer ignore your wishes; they were emblazoned on my heart.  Your message was really very simple – you said you were home and at peace and one day we will all rejoice together.  Time passes and I will wait.

 

Paula W. Hickey

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